Thursday night was a rough night....it seemed all too
familiar - crying and not wanting to lay down in bed, waking every 1.5hrs
- not hungry but crying. I finally gave him some of his compounded
ibuprofen and he slept a good 3hrs. before waking up and wasn't as disturbed
when he woke up for the morning but still clearly something not right.
This is all adding up to too much, and I'm just not sure what to do next.
So, I call our GI doctors office and leave the message that something
isn't right and we had just had a really long night, that he is having less and
less Alimentum but in more and more pain- why is the pain increasing? It
must be reflux related but I'm nervous of what we will be able to do about it
since he has not tolerated any meds before. Also, why is it dramatically
worsening instead of gradually improving?
The GI nurse calls me back, and try to explain everything as
best I can to the nurse and after telling her what has been going on, she said
she would pass along to our GI and call me back. Thankfully, our GI
calls me back herself, she is concerned over the message that she got....we
review what is going on and she agrees she thinks this is all stomach acid
production related- that the biopsy's show the "peptic" inflammation,
likely from the NG tube and now with the G tube, it will be an uphill battle as
the stomach is responding to the foreign object and pushing out additional acid
(we've seen the acid seeping out from the healing wound so I know it's a
possibility).
But of course, I'm still worried that the biopsy also shows
reactive epithelium in the small intestine and mild chronic inflammation in the
stomach. But one problem at a time, and right now- he's in pain.
But, what is this inflammation from? And is there a possibility
that is increasing the reflux symptoms? And not the G tube? I
don't know....
We talk about what to do about controlling the reflux so he
can heal (regardless of what it is from). Which reflux medication do I think we
should try? she asks. He doesn't tolerate any! She wants to try
Karafate - a medication to help ulcers heal, essentially it coats the GI tract
so that the acid can't do it's damage. Ingredients: sucrose
and aluminum. Well, sucrose is likely derived from corn- do
we really want a reaction on top of inflammation already present, on top of
recovering from G tube surgery??
I can't bring myself to say that it is worth the risk-
aren't there other options? We have some straight calcium carbonate
powder- recognizing the risk of calcium supplementation on his iron absorption
(calcium can interfere with absorption of iron), can we try using that- to coat
his stomach? We discuss that it will be in his best interest to try
the karafate, if this doesn't work and his pain persists, he will have to be
admitted. She asks how his G tube site is, and I'm not sure- it doesn't
look well to me AT ALL but I don't know what it is supposed to look like.
It doesn't look infected, and that is what we've been watching closely
for. The drainage (stomach acid 'snot') has slowed down considerably but
there is this red ring around it that looks inflamed. She decides
he needs to be seen -she wants to evaluate him and she wants surgery to take a
look at him. So we head down for a squeezed in- not so appointment-
appointment. We are seen pretty much right away, the surgery team Nurse
practitioner comes to evaluate his tube site and immediately assesses that he
has some granulation tissue forming and that it needs to be burned off (silver
nitrate treatments). It isn't going to be comfortable but it needs to be
done. She doesn't really say that it could be the culprit to his pain but
I have since read through some support groups and tube feeding foundations that
granulation tissue can be very painful- and sensitive. That would explain
all the "owie tube" and not letting us clean or touch his
"button", and resisting feeds. She assures me that the silver
nitrate treatment itself won't hurt but that he may be sore after. So,
we proceed to get it done (she takes care of it in the office)....this is NOT a
pleasant experience!! He has a spot on one side of his tube that is
actively bleeding so she has to page the surgeon himself to look at it. Little
Man is NOT happy and wants to just go home! The surgeon comes to look at
it and by then the bleeding is stopped so it is felt that the silver nitrate
cauterized it off. We are given a steroid cream to put on it at home,
encouraging the rest of the granulation tissue to fall off (and hopefully not
have to do the silver nitrate again).
We get home (still screaming from the silver nitrate
application), screaming, screaming, screaming. We finally get him calmed
down by taking him for a ride in daddy's 'truck' and when he gets back, we get
some ibuprofen in his tube and he lays down for a (late) nap. When he
gets up, he is clearly feeling much, much better.
First words out of bed the next morning were "play
mommy" instead of cries and "mommy I need you". He
was VERY clearly feeling MUCH better! I was so amazed at how much better.
He played and played- not wanting to be held or "needed"
unless he needed a bottle, or a nap. Sleep was easy and restful.
Saturday and Sunday were good. Sunday night started to show some
uneasiness and I noticed a little lip of granulation tissue reforming - so
suspected his pain was starting to creep back in. Or, was it because we
were attempting to ramp back up his formula intakes? My suspicions and
instincts grow daily, as we move towards more healing from surgery and more
clear patterns of when things are just not right....something is not right
about the formula- but what is it? It could be just the sugar
content that his body just can't handle right now and in that case, we just
need to find his balance and threshold. But it could be an ingredient in
the formula and since he threw up from it last weekend, we haven't been able to
get more than 8oz in him and he has symptoms that are hard to deal with - his
mood, crying and irrational behavior being the top of that list.
Those can be patterns of his chronic FPIES or from the sugar
intolerance. We just don't know yet. The hard thing is that
we will have to push him to know- we will have to go through some rougher days
to get some better answers.
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